I close my eyes, but I can't get you blocked,
lullabies and tranquil sea music fill my room,
and when I thought of you, my heart unlocked,
but sadness covered me when I realized I let go of you too soon.
Now I only want to get close and hold your head,
while watching the bright, evening sky turning red.
But since you're gone, and a few years have gone by,
now all I can do is put myself down and cry.
If I could, I would hold you near me.
Because of the distance, I had to leave to leave you, and that was unkind.
But that did not mean that you would be leaving my mind.
When you were close, I let you go, but now you're far,
you're ocean blue eyes and disarming voice led
me to search for you and wish upon an evening star.
Why did I let you go? They all tell me to stay strong,
but when I think of you, I have heartaches all night long.
I am a nonentity for you. I do not belong in your precious mind.
But even though I left you, you did not leave me.